What would I have to share and teach someone ? This question reached me by an open call of Age of Wonderlands’ 2017 project. My idea for organizing a Day of Learning was simple…
I thought I wanted love, I felt I needed to be loved.
I wanted to be needed, so i needed you,
I begged for attention so I gave my all,
I became a slave of my own desires,
I wanted you to put me before them, so I put you before anyone,
I craved feelings so i forced them to be,
I dragged you in the mud cause its…
I ran away from home at 13 years, got raped at 15 years, got married at 17 years. I had my son when I was 19 . I was in very abusive marriage he was older and knew I had no where to run to. He beat me up so bad, made me hate myself, killed my spirit and broke me emotionally.