I absolutely loved this. I love your bravery in being transparent. I love your writing style, and I love how you want to help others. Yes, that came through loud and clear. I hope that those who need encouragement will read your writing. Enjoy your skipping, you deserve it.
And while it may be true that there will be challenging days ahead, I hope that you do not feel that you have to wait for the axe to fall. I think you will do fine. Just fine.