This brought me to tears!! I have felt so alone in all of this, even within my own church! It has made so sense…and you just spoke exactly what my heart has been feeling! Ironically, I have had voice (real physical problems with my voice) issues the past few years and the Holy spirit has been poking me to speak. I think it’s been a signal that I MUST speak the truth in love! Thank you for validating what the Holy Spirit has been telling me! Bless you!