Children are indeed a great blessing, but having children isn’t the only way to have a meaningful life. I love being an aunt and being a pseudo aunt to my friends’ kids. I love that I have more time to volunteer and visit people and go on adventures. That said, I think parenting would be the greatest adventure of all and I hope I get the chance to find out. I’m not sure it’s going to be possible to have kids naturally, so for now I’m finding other ways to find fulfillment. I applaud you for doing what’s right for you and not doing something because it’s what everyone expects.