Pause
For the last thirty days or so, I wrote every day. Two days ago I hit the pause button and took a break just to check in with internal guidance.
You see, I have OCD tendencies. I’m a list maker. You know? The kind of person who will put something on their list after they’ve done it simply for the satisfaction of then crossing it off said list. I wanted to make sure my creative pursuit wasn’t falling into that trap, that it wasn’t becoming a compulsion rather than an outlet.
So I paused. It was good timing. I have been interviewing for a real life career change and it wasn’t like I had a lot left over to put down in black and white anyway. This past week had left me drained dry and the ability to step away, not think, and completely collapse at the end of my day was a gift I gave to myself.
Balance is tough. In all things, even those you love. Maybe especially those you love. Like eating candy or binge watching your favorite Netflix show, moderation is key.
Rest and recouperation from all aspects of life gives a fresh perspective. Learning to sit with your own company and listen to your inner wisdom is a skill set.
I’ll probably slow down a bit with the blogging from here on out. Not because I don’t enjoy it, but because balancing my real life with my creative life with my spiritual life with my personal life, etc seems to be my path to wholeness.
Thanks for walking awhile with me.
