You ought to have been chained!

You ought to have been chained and held captive to my love
You ought to have been restrained from killing our love doves 
You ought to have been me crushed heart nothing worth saving
You ought to have been me, punishment, prevented from breathing

It is not acceptable that you think me of lesser value than you
It is not acceptable that you think me needing less than you
It is not acceptable that you think me having no one else but you
It is not acceptable that you tell me I am the reason all this is true

I am not the animal you have trained me to become
I am not the creature of habit to your ever desire I succumb 
I am not without the feeling of pain while endlessly being hurt
I am not your battery operated flirt whenever you lift your skirt

I wana kiss you to wash away your words so very mean
I wana ditch you each time you make me feel unclean
I wana have you in a way so very clearly unhealthy 
I wana keep you in my closet to hide my shame of empathy

You are going to miss me oh so very much when I’m gone
You are going to miss me if only from daybreak till dawn 
You are going to miss me each and every time you play our songs
You are going to miss me crying for you dying for you like King Kong

I am never ever going to ask you do you wish to stay
I am never ever going to think of you beyond today
I am never every going to pray for you to anyone above 
I am never ever going to store any memories of our love

You are the angel cake that fell into the oven below
You are the monster that returned with a devilishly glow
You are the illusive stone in this pilgrim’s shoe
You are the drama between the snake and the strew

Some day you’ll be sorry that it’s over
Till then I’ll be happy for the favour 
It’s not for me to say, which way towards tomorrow
But this I can certainly say, it will finally come without sorrow

@Anthony2014mdh30Vibes