Week nine

I found myself staring blankly in the plain white ceiling of my room. I don’t know what to do next.

This week is REALLY exhausting (physically and mentally). Imagine, your body badly wants to sleep but when you do, you’ll dream about your unfinished projects and tasks. Last Friday, I got home a bit late because we, OLBS, did a catering at the Gym for Performance Task in TLE. While walking to my room, I really feel my body slowly giving up. When I reached my room, I jumped into my bed, not changing my clothes, and closed my eyes.

Someone knocked on my head. “You! Why are you sleeping in my class?” a lady shouted. I opened my eyes and I saw Ms. Liz’s fuming face. “You’re being a friend of Satan! Expect you’ll be low in conduct”

Yes, I’m dreaming of Ms. Liz. I opened my eyes and I felt my heart beat, it’s beating fast, I felt my hands trembling because of fear. I really thought that I slept on Ms. Liz’s class. I checked my clock, and it’s 1:32 AM. I don’t what happened next, because when I woke up, it’s morning already, may be I fell asleep.

Another thing, is this thing. It always bothers me for this past few weeks, again. I’ve escaped this before, but now? I don’t know how. I’m afraid it might affect the people I love or people that is special to me. I don’t how I’ll open up this to someone. I want to ask for help but…I think the only person who can help me is myself.

Lord,

Please send an angel to guide me back for I’m lost again.

Ms. Khris, ifmq nf qmfbtf.