Week two

Life is half ecstasy, half agony.

We all have our own ups and downs in our lives, and it’s up to you how you’ll handle it.

My week is tiring and painful.

I read something that touched my heart.

“Last recollection, we had an activity that I’ll never forget. In that activity, you’re in a boat, with the three most important people in your life. You’re travelling because it’s a mission God had given to you. God is guiding you through your destination. Throughout your journey, there will be thunderstorms like problems in our lives. God will ask you to let one person go in order to continue your mission. Even you don’t want to do it, you must. It is what God has said to you. And he is the first person that I let go. It’s painful to let someone special and important to you go, but sometimes it’s for the best.

He is not just my best friend, he’s my soulmate. We’re the total opposite of each other, but we’re compatible. I guess, opposites really do attract. He’s my happy pill when I feel down, he’s my inspiration, he’s my favorite, he’s someone very special to me.

“Siya po yung una kong hinulog sa bangka ko, kahit po saglit pa lang po kaming magkakakilala naging mahalaga na po siya sa akin. Iba po kasi siya.”

I was crying while saying those words, my hands were trembling, and my voice was shaking. I thought, it was just a simple reflection to our lives, something to think about. I didn’t expect it will happen in real life.

“I hate you I love you, I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her and I’ll never be her.” ”

I don’t remember where I read that, it’s painful isn’t? Well, I shared this because it teaches us to give importance to the ones we love while their still there. We don’t know, they might leave us.

My week is neither painful nor tiring. I’m just kidding a while ago, well actually I feel happy and free. I’ve spent most of my time hanging out with my best friends, and I already accepted that vacation is over. By the way, shout out to bb, thank you for your words of wisdom bb! It helped me a lot. Especially about the shadow thingy.

Did you ever feel that you’re just a shadow of someone? I mean, they always compare you to that someone, that’s why you compare yourself too. They always say that she or he is better than you. Please, stop. Even if it’s justa tease or what, just keep it to yourself because you’re degrading someone. Each one of us is unique, so why compare?

Lord, thank you for giving me strength and courage to conquer my challenges in life. Thank you for everything.

Ephesians 5:20