I am Enough.
I’ve spent so many years giving my heart away; only to be hurt.
I’ve refined, auditioned and perfected roles that were never being given.
I’ve spent countless hours reviewing my flaws and how to fix them.
Yet, I never once looked at them so deeply.
I’ve accepted the bare minimum either
thinking that was enough
like a gardener, “I’ll get it to grow.”
Never once asking myself, “Is this the way?”
I took so much on, only expecting mutuality in return.
Yet it never came. I was left feeling not enough. Not enough fun. Not enough humor. Not enough style. Not enough.
Now as I reflect on many years gone by, I realize…
I am ENOUGH. Moreover,
I am worth
- the investment
- the time
- the consideration
I bring plenty to the table
- I’ve earned my seat and plate.
- I always give more than I take.
I know who I am
- A strong
- God Loving
- Female of the Earth
I know what I’m working towards
- A better world
- A happy life
So I’ve decided that I’ve spent ENOUGH time, consideration and investment searching for the one. So I choose to wait and let him come, if that is my fate. No more worldly interventions, blind dates, or cafe encounters.
Instead, I will continue to improve my life, my joy, and my surroundings. I will do the things I enjoy, the things that can better the world, and things that will create a more fruitful future.
I will continue to honor those who bring light, love and life into my world.
I will continue making peace with the past and present, so that my future has a strong foundation and unlimited options.
I will work on letting go of Fear, until it is in no longer in my vocabulary; because it will no longer exist.
Contentment will be my ultimate goal. I will rise with gratitude and end my days with thankfulness.
And this is why?
Because I know that I am more and I was made to do more.
So I will wait and let him come, if that is my fate.