aracktusUpdating1st: Sleep. My first principle must always be sleep. I’m struggling with the idea of getting up a 6am. I don’t sleep well enough as is. I’m…Jun 20, 2016Jun 20, 2016
aracktusProcrastinating x10It occurred to me this morning while working out why I’ve been so hesitant to send out the resumes to job postings. There are two really:Jun 9, 2016Jun 9, 2016
aracktusWhen you don’t fit the narrative.I’m going through financial scenarios. If wife makes X and I make Y this equals Z and we currently require A. I’ve got one kid going to…Jun 8, 2016Jun 8, 2016
aracktusJune 6I can’t believe it is June 6 & I’ve not gotten a new job. I need to change up my approach. Fuckkkkkk.Jun 6, 2016Jun 6, 2016
aracktusCatchupWhen I don’t sleep well I am in a terrible state. Write it in the sky.May 31, 2016May 31, 2016
aracktusManufacturing HopeI was very cranky this weekend. The more I tried to relax and not think about things the worse it got. I really got on Wife’s nerves. This…May 24, 2016May 24, 2016
aracktus1/2 Bile & 1/2 Starting to include GratitudeI’ve found myself quick to anger at little pissy things this weekend. Wife said I’ve been grumpy with a sour look on my face. I thought I…May 16, 2016May 16, 2016