Decision — Tough ones
People write things, When they reach to a conclusion.
But now I’d like to share moments that you don’t know the result, you really want to make the best decision, But don’t know how! And after a while you wanna kill your self but not making a decision!!
One moment, You think that you know the answer! But you don’t know, Why?
“You have two options, or three?” Right here, I see a problem! You don’t know your options!!
Think about them correctly! They are your future plans, You have a goal in your life and try to reach there, Which one will help you to get there? What’s the possibility of happening each one of choices?
For me, 2 options!
So now, You are sure about the number of options, May be after a while new options appear, But for now Just concentrate about the options on the table!
We have lots of way for making decisions, Quantitative and Qualitative ones. But When you are in tough situation, Your mind just want an answer and you are not able to Multiply 2 and 2 and say Yes, The answer is 4! So We could select option number one! YEY! We are the best in world and the happiest.
Imagine each one! I really mean it. Imagine your self in number one situation and number two, What’s happen if you choose number one?
Now I’m Thinking…
It has lots of “if” in it! What should i do now? I quickly analyze each one of them. If they happen to me, If they don’t…
It seems that option #1 look like my goal. But it is hard to follow it, Lots of barriers. But I love me when I am there. Mmmm.. 30 mins past.. Still thinking!
Enough! Go to number two, Analyze the opportunities, threats; Really?
One day has passed. Could you believe?
I set a time for my self, Just up to 9:00 a.m, I have time to answer to my self! and after that I should live with result of my decision! COOL! -_-
At the middle of thinking, I remember bad parts in #1 option, opss.. So I’m stressed out -__-, No This behavior is wrong, Stop it girl.. Go back to last road.
I’ve asked some people their ideas about it, But some conditions has changed, So the answers arenot reliable, but I’ve considered all the answers.
At the end, I start to write on the paper and I reached the result.
I had to make decision, I am not happy or sad about it, because I really don’t know what was the true answer! There is no true answer at all, All of them depend on your next steps… :)
I’ve made up my mind
Don’t need to think it over
If I’m wrong I am right
Don’t need to look no further
This ain’t lust
I know this is love butIf I tell the world
I’ll never say enough
Cause it was not said to you
And that’s exactly what I need to doShould I give up
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?I’d build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waiting as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it or not?
