A letter to Mia

Dear Mia,

I wish you did not exist. I wish you had never had the opportunity to come into my life.

Suffered by you will always be close. So close that became one with me. I didn’t like when I ate something, and you told me that was not sure bringing your friend, Guilt, to prove that I was wrong. Do you remember when you showed me that my body was despicable enough to make me try to finish him for feeling sick of it?

You made me leave my parents worried many times. It made me start to go psychologists to try to forget the time, and still was not sure that I could not forget you.

Oh, Mia, if you knew how much I suffered cuz I couldn’t close my ears and ignore your words, or even close my eyes to not see what you wanted to show me, you would never do that to me.

Your love for me was so hard that I couldn’t let go of me and out of my mind for a second.

But now, my life is better when I don’t think of you.

I found love. And the love that grows in me, for me, is the best friend that I ever had.

Mia, you’re fading every day.

And its disappearance is the reason for my joy every morning.

The day you go away, I will be me. Full, full is truly me.

No love,

Ariela