
“THE STORY TODAY"
CHARACTERS :
SHE : The Third Person, let’s call her, A Donkeyass
THAT GIRL : The First Person, named Puan (me, myself, fucked up girl)
HIM : The Second Person, ofc him, Schatz
Sister-from-another-mother : PUAN’s senior and alumni’s in college
Whenever I feel missed him, I will remember how he dumped me that night.
That night, 14th June 2018.
"So, I had to go?", SHE asked via WhatsApp.
“Ya." THAT GIRL answered, from his boyfriend’s (or ex’s) phone.
Then SHE’s getting angry. "You are so cruel! This is our relationship but why I am the one who getting punished??"
SHE, The Donkeyass, still typing when THAT GIRL blocked her number from his boyfriend's (or ex's) WhatsApp. Of course her boyfriend (or ex) don't know about this.
And that DONKEYASS trying call him a thousand times, that always being rejected by THAT GIRL named Puan. Because that night PUAN still hold her boyfriend’s (or ex’s) phone.
The Donkeyass still sending a thousand messages about how she loves and likes him. SHE re-sharing their moments, when they're cheating behind Puan, such like holding hands, go out to the cinema, sending poems to each other, kissing, etc. Puan read it, and THAT GIRL just can take a deep breath, Puan never reply that messages.
Along the conversation with her 'ex-wanna-be' that night, Puan kindly check her WhatsApp story and right, that Donkeyass still don't give up, she post everything about her cheating moments with Puan's boyfriend on WhatsApp Stories.
And then, Puan talk to herself, "What is this suppose to be? Is she trying to makes me jealous so I can hate my boyfriend and let him go? No, it doesn't makes me hate him at all. It just makes me hate you more, Donkeyass. You don't want to let him go, which is, you asked him to stay with you, to choose you, to feeling bad about you. You're so dramatic, such an overact. It's disgusting, Donkeyass. Stop acting like I am the one who takes him away from you. Because it's you, who takes him away from me..." THAT GIRL said deep down her heart. But THAT GIRL just keep in silent, never saying that to The Donkeyass nor her boyfriend (or ex). Puan was too sad to saying that kind of thing.
And in Puan's perspective, Puan and Schatz already have a lot of problem in their relationship all this 3 years. A lot of problem, conflict, sadness, etc, more than this. But they're always survive from that moments because they're always learning and understanding each other. Puan have her bad side, also Schatz. But they're completing each other.
But now, because of a stupid, dramatical, and tear's queen, The All Hell Donkeyass, Puan and Schatz can't never ever be together again.
And that was a very cruel thing that I ever see as a humankind.
You know, like when you can easily hurt or breaks someone's heart, feeling, or dreams?
Both of you are an evil. So, thanks for cheating from the beginning.
And Puan's Sister-from-another-mother told her this once, "Stop blaming yourself! I know sometimes it's easier to blame yourself and saying all of this thing happen because of your fault. But try to think clearly. Is it happen suddenly without any reason? Are you will still being possesive to him when he never cheating before, or when he never so easy to all girls before? Of course you aren't, right?! So, all of this things is happen because of many reasons! And when he choose to cheating behind you, I guess it's still can not be forgiven. For me, cheating, whatever the reason is, is never alright. I think, this problem reveal what kind of person he is. He is a cheater."
And Puan will always remember one quote that wroten by someone anonymous on the internet. It's says, "Stop waste your time crying for someone who doesn't ever care about your feeling. You lost a person who don't care about you. But he, he lost a person who love, care and understand him. Be grateful!"
That's all from what I think.
So, what do you think?
From your little FRIEND, who suffer through this pain all along because of a couple of cheaters,
--A Room Without Window
