Pure Intimacy

Living in San Francisco, I did not know identity in sexual orientation that must say something in public. Short cut, no bra, always wearing pants with sneakers at work, hobbies in flying yoga, pilates, ballet, jazz dance, climbing in mountain side. But it tells and has to say, “sort of, a type in LGBTQ.” I found that this was totally made up by Asian American LGBTQ extrema snagging a piece of job and making up a research in university. To Say, there is no person, trying to take responsibility for you and my identity(my appearance). So they are barking and they send out a really effective contribution(additionally) to the well articulated arguments and coverage on Japanese theme’s Asian Dance Women’s story. Mostly Asian LGBTQ university extrema have been pretended to came out from the pacific Asia and copied out of Japanese art. Most of them are south eastern Asian American whether their parents group were immigrated from china. They don’t know exactly what is distinguishable identity in Japanese culture.
Unfortunately, say to Asian American study with LGBTQ, you wouldn’t want to tell you are Malaysian or Cambodian or even Any. A few of the south eastern Asian American keep identifying as Chinese or just adopted the last name because of scary social escalation. They are seemed to ignore a great historical background and precious cultural value of Malessiya, Cambodia, Vietnam, Philippine. But copied out of Japanese outlook that looks so high quality comptatived to White Dominant Social Status. Asian American Study LGBTQ seems to overcome much better in the issue of social segregation. However, since Asian history was used for the mix-match on their hand. even worst! lost!
Asian American Study is Easier, and Faster to be a Lecturer/Professor in University? — Because None of US citizen doesn’t know about Asian History deeper. Who cares whatever pristine view could be created and made. (Actually no reviewers :) Free to go~)
Japanese exactly knows even a little difference when culture-play brought in them and concluded by low self esteem. A Vietnamese guy I met in Auto repair center denied to be called Chinese, he said that he is not so cold, selfish. Even three years ago, I met 70 years old Cambodian lady she was strong and humanized to speak about her raping history, but still wants to be called Cambodian. And she loves her nationality. I guess it’s about knowledge, dedication, endurance of their own community, not by color or shape.
But I only see in San Francisco, they are too afraid to talk about their parents heritages beyond life’s sadness and happiness. Keep using Japanese Korean 19 centuries culture, and only expressing about Asian LGBTQ evidence in historical culture, but none of Asian history background is lurking into what they would like to be imaged..

Suffering in poverty, and women’s oppression and abandoned children. None of SF who is eager to and wants to be expert Asian LGBTQ they do not want to say or contribute those sufferings beyond cultural facts, .. still ongoing, exits. Instead, I wish I would ever heard about the biggest contribution for Asian HIV children hospital or any of them.
They would like to be experts and wish to be Asian-New stylish of Asian Feminism. But they always need to set a coverage of their book and speech by Japanese style on top of their appearance. Or they have to always adopt/portray out Korean dance performance movie plot before they go out to speak about Asian history for LGBTQ? Why just they are afraid.. not to tell a real identity issue. Don’t need to mix up! It’s enough to tell they are no longer interested to study Asian Feminism History, but they are wanting to proclaim bi-sexuality grown up as Asian American in American Dream Family. It only matters in the view of unfairness, frighteness — caused by no communication with Asian immigrants parents. A struggle in understanding between their social life and immigrant tough life style.
I encourage you those who wish to call me as Asian American Lesbian. Look who you are first.
What matters with my outfits. If it is too tom-boy then I’m very attractive to Asian Lesbian(?) So my identity has to say something about that issue.. I’m sick of it. So much energy, focus to be pouring out into the future. Rather, having pure intimacy in my heart is so important to draw my destiny. Please leave me alone. Whether you like or not, got attracted or not. It’s all your account and your personality. That doesn’t really need to be others always answering for you. I’m just way it is . “How God intently made with his love.”
Sorry to those who is proclaiming Asian LGBTQ in SF by hardly creating out of non-existing Asian History. Thai Asian Feminism, Vietnam Asian Feminism, Uigru Asian Feminism, Tibet Asian Feminism before hand-Asian American LGBTQ. Women in those countries were ones raising the paddle up to now-Country.. (even Asian American study LGBTQ never should have a coverage combined with these countries-I heard from you, not look-good enough, fancy enough, articulated enough) I’m sorry guys. Women, never had a chance to be cultivated through out the cultures, actually were their country’s hero, blossoms, flowers upon now-days achievement of the country. No man above and beyond. Why? fighting against, discriminating, putting down one another because they are not following you high Notch Asian Lesbian in Asian history? Women were building their family, making their own community. They did not involve into cult-culture because of the ignorance(?) They were not just sophisticated enough to think about sexism and play over the women’s sex in that time(?)
I want you to see your own face. not just covered Asian American LGBTQ Study by Good looking-Japanese look. Please do not abandon truth and fact because of the beneficial of Asian American LGBTQ purpose. Not making up non-exiting Asian Feminism Art history.
Instead, could you donate for the Asian HIV kids in hospital, rather than calling my hobby exercising as chanting out Asian American Lesbian Women’s Dance?
ps- please do not attache every-single individuals in good-looks with sexism. Then you are in the middle of sex-trauma. everything only interpreted by sexism, it always got to the limit. God may creates you bigger, larger, more than your sexual anxiety.
