MAGMA
Tonight, I’ve got emotional turmoil, sleep is far.
He could tell from my tight smile, ballistic laughs.
Fissile nerves –– I feel like boiling water — head full of things, thoughts, regrets – to do and to forget.
I stare the room hedges, blue lights and shades, eyes dried.
I lay, fueled, wide awake — all dark and red — a magmatic human being, voices whispering in my ears.
Three hours, ahead only craziness.
My blood pumps, bones squeak, I’m way over my head, ready to explode, I just know I have a plane to catch.
My brain spins, it’s one of those nights when I fight — peace isn’t at reach — and carve my pondering out.
It’s one of those nights, I say to myself, the morning will bring another day.