I was always the exact opposite. The flow of feeling, since I ever remember feeling anything. I had moments in my life I considered if it ever worth feeling all that much. Moments of breakdown where I simply got depressed so I could cope with it all. And be blind to my emotions.

But also this same kind of feeling served me in much ways. I always felt I experienced life in a deeper level because of that. Because sometimes a simple appropriate enviroment can give me such a great high, because my perceptions and feelings have so many layers, because I feel I can dig in and find answers that make me a better person. Is it all true? Maybe not. Maybe is just my way of coping with me. But yes, I do believe that once you look inwards and understand your feeling mechanism, you can tune it.