Another Chapter Of Self Improvement

Oct 7, 2013

So as the title states… this is another chapter in my ongoing novel of life. :D the stories and experiences that i have been through in which I can one day, look back and see how far I have come. :D I love doing these every once in a while. i think its really just about venting, ranting and getting what i have on my mind out; for in my life right now i have no one to tell. Also as many you may possibly know, I’m very open here on my Facebook. Nothing to hide. No reason to hide. I’m not running from anything.

Life right now has had it’s ups and downs. Nothing to complain about really. But life has become incredibly RAD :D living in the moment and doing what i want to do for that time period in my life. i last wrote in the fall. a month or two before it snowed. winter is now over and i can definitely say I DID NOT HIBERNATE!! almost every weekend starting in late November — early December to late February; i was out in the mountains snowboarding my heart away! i learned so much! obviously not without the help of so many awesome people. Who, sad to say may or may not be in my life still. but that’s OK. People come and go. my season was great! 19 days out in the mountains, and over 40 locally in Edmonton. i’m no snow bum… YET!!! but for a first season i did damn good! but spring is here and the snow is melting on and off and the hills are closing down. Boarding will always be apart of who i am now but festival season has kicked in!!

I never really thought i would allow myself get close to another festival. i have not gone to a festival since SHAMBHALA 2011. Rarely gone to events too. i was busy getting myself on my feet from becoming semi dependent on shitty jobs and boyfriends. But i’m free and have been since December 2011. Free from shitty boyfriends that is. as for getting back on my feet. didn’t fully happen until recently. maybe January 2013 or December 2012. not sure.. but it didn’t happen over night. A year ago my monthly expenses went from $2500 a month to this month being $1400. i have cut unnecessary spending and started paying off debt. Also don’t forget in JUNE, if you havent already heard lol.. i’m kinda excited about it. i have talked so much about it on Facebook ELECTRIC DAISY CARNIVAL! it will be my first time out of the country and it will be a seriously overwhelming adventure. unwinding will be very hard afterwards but i’m really giving my all to be there. Same goes for TOMORROW WORLD! tomorrow world takes priority over EDC. Haven’t gotten tickets yet as the funds haven’t arrived yet but soon enough. I CAN!! oh the common recurrent theme within my chapters of my life!

That when you are at the bottom of the hill where its very dark, gloomy, depressing and cold because the clouds hang low crying cold snow on your face. That once you rise up, get on that chairlift. The ride may be long, cold windy and has its ups and downs but when you hit the top, up there waiting for you will ALWAYS be that beautiful blue bird day where the sun is there to welcome you to its warmth. just know that behind every gloomy situation; there waiting for you is the bright light on the other side.

When situations get tough, just hang in there. The sun will soon shine!!

LIFE IS RAD!! If it isn’t change something for the better!