Great post, it made me feel much better as I’m in a really similar position.
I declared I would launch my product in a years time 10 months ago so am on the final stretch. I have gone in and out of working on it and found a journal called the best self journal has helped me focus on getting the last long shift completed before launching. Even when I do the product is going to be rough around the edges because I’ve had to teach myself a huge amount along the way to build the thing.
I have a one year old son so I also know what it’s like having to split time across enjoying time with family now and working on something so the future can potentially bring more freedom.
I wish it could be easier but then I guess everyone would be doing it.