Ashwin Jeeva
Sep 5, 2018 · 1 min read

Have you felt that way?

The burning question is always asked silently, through wavering eyes. But the depth, is always judged by none other then the shallowness of the understanding. The person he used to be, enjoying self harm, substance abuse, mind fucking oneself, is gone.

No longer will he put himself in difficult and dangerous situations, for the enjoyment of the feeble mind. The point of change, came from the environment he was in. No one is ever always stuck. Its if you want to make a change. Help was given to him, chose to ignore. Advise was evident, heeding was not.

Why? Why was it he refused to listen before? His defeat came every time he asked the question, softly below his lips. Asking, became an understatement. Begging, was the the term he would probably use, for an understanding opposing him. Alone, he felt. Isolated from what appeared to be happiness, stranded on an island was the comparison. He needed to get out. The only thing he needed……was the word ‘yes’.

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