I want to hold them in my arm
Coz i love them so much
The genuine love that oozes out from the heart
It summons them to come back

But there life and time
That want to move forward
And not stop,
Nor wait and relive the moment

The moments were so whole
Speckless and pleasing
I could live in them forever
Never regreting anything

My sister, angel of a person
Figure of a mother, and friend
I find solace in her presence
And liberation in our conversations

She understands me,
Accepts me,
Critiques me,
and always wishes my best.

My girlfriend, loved me
Felt one when in my arms
Considers and cherishes our thoughts and differences
Accepted ourselves.

When they left,
The world seemes to turn pale
The colors fade
The smile receeded and gloom set in.

The world looked more grey,
The heart felt empty,
Music turned noise,
Duties became chores.

What did the angels posses,
That made me whole,
What shall I strive for now,
For they are gone and cannot come back.

Only the idea and ability to reminisce the time and moments we had
Shall satiate the starved soul,
At least for now.