aspacetobeloudThe isolation..But the others have and here I am asleep; literally asleep / processing in our lives. I’m missing them – I miss them; that’s all.Aug 6, 2023Aug 6, 2023
aspacetobeloudGosh one day – a Monday – at home and I put away the laundry, made a quiche, ***** cleared the…Jun 26, 2023Jun 26, 2023
aspacetobeloudI completely under-estimated how overwhelming it would feel to let go and to heal.am so thankful for encouragement from ****** on welcome yesterday; he said I was inspirational and I welled you because it has been so…Jun 5, 2023Jun 5, 2023
aspacetobeloudOk Lord.. so we’re on the mend. Deep breath.I find I am sad — the loneliness is excruciating; no one understands or knows how much of a celebration it is to be able to leave the flat……May 5, 2023May 5, 2023
aspacetobeloudI am so insatiably tired… eighteen years I have carried this Lord..Jan 12, 2023Jan 12, 2023
aspacetobeloudsome reflections on searching for work with PTSD…it matters; you don’t want it to but it does — because others are afraid of it, four days is trickier than five days, because folk wonder…Jan 10, 2023Jan 10, 2023
aspacetobeloudPtsd is like time travel — I hadn’t recognised perhaps or experienced flashbacks like this before…Oct 27, 2022Oct 27, 2022
aspacetobeloudOn my 30th birthday, an email invitation to Downing Street for a women in tech mentoring event went…It’s 2022 and I am still living in 2004. Questioning whether humanity is any good, whether God meant for me to be hurt and if he allowed it…Oct 13, 2022Oct 13, 2022
