why do i really have to be born? i don’t belong anywhere. heck i even feel alienated in my own body, but unfortunately i’m not one.
i wish i was dead. idk man, maybe world will gets better if i’m gone. maybe my family will get over me soon. maybe i can finally meet my father again.
i don’t know what else can i use for bait to keep me going. i feel like a zombie, half alive and half dead. except zombie doesn’t have to code.
my existence is not significant anyway. ppl will get over my death soon. god, i just want to meet my father again please.