Poem for my dead Sister/Letter from a Psychotic Sister

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Hey everyone,

I know that Medium isn’t exactly the place for theatrical Creative Writing, but since I know that most of you have been reading my writings and have been wondering as to whether or not I’m still continuing to do so, well to answer that question, yes, I am still writing. However, as of now, my family and I are in a very difficult situation so until I graduate from coding class and get a part time job, I won’t be able to write much. So without further ado, here is my poem/”poem.”

With love,

Athena

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For Diana/For my sister/Letter from a Psychotic Sister

Diana,

Please!

Diana,

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Where are you?

Where have you been?

Where can I find you?

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PLEASE!?

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Diana,

Wherever you are,

Wherever you’ve been,

Please let me know what I should have done SINCE!

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To love you

To trust you

To save you

To comfort you

To find your way in darkness and tell you that everything is going to be alright!

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To tell you

That I

Am Sorry…

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To die,

To sleep,

Of course that is what the old fools want you to think

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But I KNOW that you’re not an old fool!

I KNOW that you won’t have the guts to do what old fools do!

I KNOW that you won’t let the fools take control of your precious mind,

Until all that remains is ash, scar, tissue, and the sunset sublime

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For I too have seen the devil

Who by the way

Is secretly

A fallen angel

Searching

For a lost

Friend

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Yes, you are right

I am naive

I will always be naive

I always be the child in your little kingdom by the sea

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But that sea is no more, right?

And that kingdom has YET to be seen

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But that doesn’t matter anymore

Because…

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Diana, if you are ever in need

You know that either me, Mom, Ping, or somebody else

Will always be

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In your heart (if you have one)

In your soul (I know, sounds creepy)

Together, I KNOW that we can be heroes!

And not just for a day

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Just please, don’t die…

I love you

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