Hello, my name is Samantha. I decided to start this journal so I have somewhere to store my writings about God, faith, life, and my thoughts and feelings.
(5th August 2017)
I am really struggling at the moment. Since going back to the Pentecostal church I have been falling apart again, feeling things I haven’t felt for a while, and doing things I haven’t done for a while. I am not coping with a situation within the…
(26th July 2017)
So last Sunday I decided to go to the Pentecostal church again for the baptismal service in the evening. It turned out to be a chaotic night, with all three churches making an appearance. This is what happened…
I feel lost. I had stopped going to the Pentecostal church for a while because of not being sure whether I belonged there. I don’t agree with some of the Pentecostal beliefs and practices, I find some of the teaching questionable, and that makes…
(7th November 2016)
After the dream I’d had, I kept thinking about it, wondering what it meant. Obviously, God was warning me not to go back to something. But what? The obvious answer to that would be the New Age beliefs and practices I was a part of. But as far as I am aware…
(15th October 2016)
I had a dream last night which I found disturbing. I will try to type it up, but unlike some other dreams I have where I can remember details with clarity, with this dream a lot of the details are either missing or vague. But I…