I just miss you

Maybe it’s just because i’m listening sad music our just because I hate everything. It’s true, i hate everybody, everything… Why? I want to know too.

You know? When you lose something you love. Not lose like “he don’t like me” but… he is now in heaven. Yeah, and I will never love someone like i loved him.

His kisses, his hugs… I don’t know. And I just want to kill myself too, like he did or stay here in my room and get depressed all night.

I need him. And I know this is so selfish but… I really need him, next to me. I need one more day, one more second with him. And i’m so addicted in this desire, because it’s true… After 2 eyears with tears and a lot of cuts (not just because of this little problem, of course)… i still need him.

Okay, life goes on but not my hearth. My hearth need’s his love so much and… He is in heaven, and for so much i cry and cut and whatever, he are still there. And i will still broken.

It’s my fault, because with him e believe in love and now? I’m just a depressive girl writting for anyone with a bad english and I don’t be saved.