Don’t be afraid to do a task. Just start it. :)

My Goal is to become a programmer and want to learn programming Language.
Why I want to achieve this goal ?
I want to become a programmer to make my future secure. In the rapid growth in the field of information a technology I want contribute myself in designing of some software by learning programming language.
Challenges that I have faced in past ?
I was not able to start it due to lack of financial resources. I do not depend on my family or on others to fulfill my dreams. I like to give others and do not like to take anything from others . I start project / learning or anything on my own cost because all the responsibility of success and failure is my own and no one can blame me. :) So basic challenge was that there was no money . Now I am in a condition not completely but I can take a start and I am going to left everything on ALLAH. I just have to do work, work and only work.:) I am not worry about the end result I just take a start to know more about myself, to challenge myself, to learn a new thing which can lead me towards success.
Three Tasks to achieve this goal:
My first three tasks to achieve this goal are below:
1-I have to take admission in BS (Software Engineering).
2-I should learn programming language from basic because I do not know about it even feel fear to start it.
3-I have to do lots of hard work to complete it and keep motivate to myself till to reach my goal.
Self knowing and Self learning
Steps/ tasks in detail:
First step is to take admission to start it but I have lack of financial resources to start it. I have some money but its not enough so I will borrow remaining money from someone.
Second step after the admission is to start to learn programming language. It is just a dream but I feel some fears like Could I do it ? Is it good for me ? Is it a bigger risk for me as I am spending a lots of money on it? but self believe is greater than every fear . My focus should be on one thing that I should do it. I will do it. I can do it and in last I have done it. :)
Third step is to keep moving, never give up . I have to cross all the hurdles in the way of success .Success has no shortcuts. It is a journey. I will never ever lose hope. If I have to face failure It will be a next step for me to learn from my mistake.I will getup again and will start the journey with new passion .
“Good decision comes from experience and experience come from bad decisions.”
What is my Learning From this Experience?
I learnt from my past experiences that I should not feel fear to start a new thing.
Don’t think so much Just start and take an action.
If you will not learn a new thing you will remain on the same place and there will be no progress.
If you want to earn more learn more.
Try to come out from your comfort zone.
Laziness is the big evil so work hard to remove the evils firstly in you then from the society because change starts first from you.
What is My Next Steps?
Now I have to prove myself that I am the best .
I have to achieve my goal.
I have to learn programming language to become a best programmer so that i could design software.
I want to earn more so I am going to learn more.
Success is not just one success , but success is to keep moving and never stop in life. Ultimate success is peace which comes from hard work, to do something for others by sharing your knowledge,experience , intelligence, money and everything that you can do for others. This is the real state of success, happiness and peace.