onward
a broken desire, the transience of it all
sways you till it is tired
of the flickering movement
the ultimate fall
when you can no longer endure, you create a wall
to fight the unpredictable flow
of subconscious regret
of feelings you may not know
the haphazard understanding
the forgotten intent
of why it happened
the way it did
so sudden so hazy
only to leave the clarity of shame
of mistakes learnt and that nothing can be blamed
that choice is a privilege
one you cannot forgo
for it’s the blessing in disguise, it’s the seasonal sorrow
then and now
you look back to relive
the perception of your past
for which you yourself are unable to forgive
let go of the rope, for it is now a noose
you will carry around forever
because now is the only time
to break loose

