I’ll Love You Till The End
As I fell in love with her my flaws were forgotten.
She made me believe that I could be loved,
that I was different from the rest but also someone she could trust.
I believed her because I hated the truth.
My truth about who I really could be.
I should have heard myself when I was hunted down by my demons,
but instead, I let her fall in love with me.
Today I sit here writing this poem,
trying to tell her that this is not how I wanted our story to be.
I know she believes me,
but I’ve lost all faith in myself.
It is for her sake and because I love her that I keep trying,
to get up and love her like she deserves to be all over again.
When I tell her that maybe she might leave me,
it’s not because I don’t trust her
or believe in her love.
I just felt I had become unworthy,
for being the one who hurt her just because he could.
I wish she didn’t have to see me in this state,
I wish I was not the reason behind her lost smile.
When I loved her I had only one reason,
to spend all my life with her by my side.