ANZHS🌾
ANZHS🌾
Jul 28, 2017 · 1 min read

just because i push you away doesnt mean i don’t love you, it’s me realizing my worth and my value and knowing that if i stayed a little while longer, i won’t be myself anymore and i’ll be as weaker as ever. I still love you, a lot, just that if i continue to be with you, i know i will get hurt even more and i would rather love you from afar and letting you go to someone who can love you without getting hurt by you and that would make me smile. and thats all i ever need, seeing you happy even if i have to let you go. even if it kills me not to be with you and knowing that one day your smile won’t be for me, but it would be for someone else and that doesnt matter to me because as long as youre happy and safe with a person who could hold you close more than i could to you without getting hurt. Please always remember that when i pushed you away is not because i don’t love you is because i need to protect myself from getting hurt again even if it kills me not being by your side anymore but i will be okay loving you from here without being close to you and always remember that i will love you no matter how far we are from each other

    ANZHS🌾

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