You’re wonderful….wonderful.
I’ve tried to wash away the sadness you left
Waking up covered in sweat
As the tears run down,
It doesn’t seem to be enough
I fear I may drown trying to rinse it off.
You.
You are the beginning.
You are the end.
Images floating behind my eyelids,
Fluttering in my chest.
A romance that always wins,
Passing every test.
It has been about 16 hours since I lost you, and everything. I am sitting at the kitchen table alone, in dead silence contemplating how I went so wrong as to lose the only two people I have ever cared about. I feel worthless and ashamed. Worthless in the sense that you chose an acquaintance over me, and…
You ripped inside,
You tore out my heart,
You threw it on the ground,
You spit on it,
Then you walked away with a smile;
My end.
I remember how it felt when you loved me still.