CLUELESS

What am I doing?
Where am I heading?
What is my forte?
Or am I wandering astray?
I cannot decipher
I don’t have a clue at all.

What is my motive?
Do I have what it takes to live?
Whether I am depressed
or immensely suppressed
and as broken as shattered shards of glass?
I don’t have a clue at all.

I live with a damaged soul
A heart ripped apart to shreds and torn.
Can’t seem to unravel in happiness
Can’t reach out to anyone
about this turmoil and penitence.
Why is it that I have become an abandoned carcass?
I don’t have a clue at all.

My whole being feels so numb
To those relentless,parasitic,sinister inner demons I slowly succumb.
I walk around the streets in a daze,
Spiraling down and down in an unfathomable maze.
I need to be rescued.
Someone! anyone! can you hear my distressed call?
Because you know,
I don’t have a clue at all!