Analysis of my achievements
It’s time to analyze my achievements. Well, to be honest, let’s analyze lack of my achievements. I return to my goals for October and start to cry:
1) The first goal is the most successful of the most unsuccessful goals. I wanted to speak only English in class and with my roommates to improve my speaking skills. It was really incorrect target. I had to write not «speak only English in class» but «speak». Is there any use in speaking ONLY ENGLISH for one minute per month? I don’t think so
2) Failed second goal. I wanted to read the book about political science for better understanding it. For the whole month I read about hundred pages. All of them were read at a time when I was sitting on the train and half reading, half sleeping. But I finished the book Origin by Dan Brown. I hope that I can devote my time to scientific literature. And, of course, this goal was also incorrect. In fact, I fulfilled this goal, because it wasn’t said how much I should read.
3) The third failed goal. I wanted to continue to go the study room in my dormitory. So funny, that in October I finished to do it. I did it because of polyphasic sleep when I should sleep in the middle of my studying that was really uncomfortable. Just imagine: go down from the fourth floor to the first to study five minutes and go back. I used to go there at the beginning of the month then restructuring sleep patterns broke everything. The last time I went there before the start of polyphasic sleep, but we had repairs, so there was no electricity and it was dark for me. I was so upset and didn’t go into the classroom anymore. One more incorrect goal. I should study where it is convenient for me at the moment, and not order myself to be in a specific room all the time.
4) The last goal finished me off completely. I wanted to go sleep at 12 a.m. and wake up at 6 a.m. But in the middle of the month I started making pathetic attempts to practice a polyphase dream. Oh God. My polyphase dream is generally a separate story of my failures. I will write about it in the next story. I hope.
Well, not very impressive list. I think I should do the next but I’m a little bit afraid. I already imagine how I will open it next month and cry:
1) Speak English in class as much as I can. Talking with my neighbors English is also valid.
2) Read the book when I have free time for it
3) Study where I feel better
4) Practice polyphase sleep through pain, through tears. But I will do it.
5) Don’t die. It follows from the fourth goal
6) Take notes on my blog every day or at intervals. I think I understood what I should do with my blog, so let’s do it
7) Continue to take part in the activities of the environmental club