Aug 22, 2017 · 1 min read
the heat of your breath on my neck
your hands on my hips grasping for life
(body and mind in sync)
time doesn't exist in this room
another realm opens and i forget who i am
(did i ever really know)
who we are doesn't matter anymore
all we are is moving parts
(i'm so close)
the taste of your sweat on my lips
our bodies collapsing
(i've lost myself in you)
i just want to clarify this is about how orgasms and sex can trigger my dysphoria and depersonalization. and how sometimes it can feel very hazy and similar to a dream before the big ending
