I’m in yet again in a state of confusion, I feel really unwanted and lost.
I’m constantly being overlooked and put on the back burner for I guess “bigger” or “more important” things.
I find myself always being said or crying over things I can’t control. My heart is really heavy and I wish I could express myself and scream at the top of my lungs and let everything out and just quit being anxious.
I sometimes contemplate giving up and just being alone, other times I want to be held and told that I’m important.
I don’t know what it feels like to be told “I love you” by the person I love.
It hurts to always be there for someone when you feel like you deserve a little more in return.
To be Continued…