Interesting piece, I appreciate your ability to express feelings and emotions that many of us feel but are unable to share. It’s intimate and soulful without being too much. Nicely written; I feel that too many of us ordinary “Joes” knights in armor waiting for a love cannot relate to this “manly” behavior that befits the beautiful, bad-boy that woman love to hate but search for all to often. The beautiful women overlook us in search of him because we don’t seem to measure up to their expectations. Sad but true nice guys finish last.