My daughter is 14 weeks old and I haven’t had sex with my husband since I’ve had her! Its been SO long. I didn’t plan on waiting this long, after my delivery with my first born, we had sex after 6 weeks when I got the okay. But this time…


What I care most about in my life are my girls. I’m a newly mom of two and I had no idea how I was going to love two little humans until my second was born. My first, Adley is kind, smart, stubborn, loving, funny & so so beautiful. My…


To be or not to be depressed?

Am I? I dont think I have postpartum… But then I do get sad every now and again. But thats normal, right? I dont know. I dont know.

I want to be happy… I guess if I say that I am a bit sad or depressed.


Family.

Friends.

Happiness.

Saddness.

How to make yourself happy and the ones you surround yourself around. I miss my mom so much it hurts. A part of me wants to make my in lawsto fill that hole thats missing in my heart. When I see my sister in law and…


I always try to not forget about myself. And when I say that, I mean my self love. I’m sure all mothers know how I feel, when you have a new baby, its always hard to remember you, allowing yourself to have YOU time.

A year and a half ago…


Drew and I were talking about making a Will, investment accounts for the kids, and why our parents got divorced & how you can never know whats going to happen.

When I was explaining to Drew that talking about a Will makes me sad because we have to think about…


Losing someone, anyone is very difficult. I love my dad and mom with 8 months of each other. Why? How? I still ask myself these things. Why did this happen to me? Why did they have to die so young? How did this happen, was it all a dream?

There…


Am I never fully happy where I am?

When I was in LA, I wanted out. Now that I’m out, I want to go back. Its so funny how Drew was so hesitant about moving out to state and once we got to Portland he was dead set on staying…


I feel better. I forget how therapeutic writing can be.

After having Willow, I feel different. I feel like I even look different. I want to be the best me I can be. So, first.. I’m going to follow through on my ideas. I’m going to start back up my…


Its funny when you don’t realize you’re sad. Or you just ignore it, because stuff needs to get done. Last night I wrote a email to a friend, venting about whats been going on, how hard being a mom to a newborn again is, and trying to be super mom…

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