So Fuck MS, to start off with.
Also — glad to see you gearing up for the fight. As the daughter of a wonderful woman diagnosed with same long before I was born, I can confirm that even if life slows down, it very much carries on, and often gets more exciting. Being ill is an excellent excuse for going and doing all those things you never thought you would — in my mum’s case, studying art and going skydiving (she’s terrified of planes).
Keep up the good fight. You’re not alone, and the company is pretty damn awesome.