When You Are Secretly In Love With Your Best Friend
“We’ve all at some point in our life encountered that feeling of secretly liking someone, secretly having your eyes on them, secretly wishing they knew, but deep inside you were afraid of what the outcome would be. So you kept it unnoticed. Kept it hidden, locked inside, just hoping that maybe one day that moment would finally come when they would notice you!” — Telisa McLaughlin
Have you ever felt like you couldn’t cross the border? You know you are really like her but you just admiring her from afar and stay being her best friend, listening to her stories, comforting her when she'sbroken and you do it for thousand times.
You think you aren’t worth for her because of she just too nice to you, too smart to you and too perfect to you. Your heart said to go on but your mind against it, your mind tries so hard to ignore it but your heart can’t resist that you are in love with her. Because of you are secretly in love with your best friend.
One day you have an opportunity to winning her heart but you ignore it because you don’t want to ruin your friendship with her. You stuck in your place, lying to yourself that you are fine and you can continue your life just being a friend. Until somebody is coming and steal her heart. You still being quiet and slowly you are leaving, because they seems happy with her new life.
Months after that she came back to you because everything didn’t work well. You comfort her and tell her “you’ll be alright”. Your heart is fluttering again after she replied: “Thank you for always giving me your back”. And you are still secretly in love with your best friend.
