Ill Feeling — When you don’t know the person anymore
No message. No affirmations.
Assuringly, I would send a message that I am fine, as if nothing bothers me — telling myself I am stronger than this.
But then, slowly I realized that it is too much to take — - that your passiveness is taking its toll on me. Everyday I tend to doubt if and when did you stop… Stopped caring, stopped laughing, stopped teasing and stopped loving?
I wanted to peek and discreetly pinch that troubled side of you — - then only again I would see the kind eyes I love to see — - the man I love to kiss.
Sadly, when you finally turned and looked at me, I just uttered to myself, “Who are you?”
And I stepped away.