Thanks for your thoughtful and insightful response. Fear not, there’s no killing going on inside me. I recognise the ego’s place in my life. I know that if I didn’t have it, I’d be a pool of blubber laying on the ground or else a ball of energy with no form.
Since I wrote this article, things have evolved further for me. I now have a nice, honest dialogue going between my ego, my superego and my essence. For the most part everyone’s getting along. I have created more space inside to allow a more natural flow and gone is the anxiety of living in a future state and avoiding any pain that arises in the present. I’m simply feeling it and welcoming it. What a relief that is.
It’s a continuing journey so whatever happens next is what happens next. All I know is that I feel a lot happier.