Emotional evaluation latency in the VTA (area of the brain) is the key driver of intelligence, creativity, sensitivity, ADHD, ASD, HSP, Mania and their inverses such as depression, anxiety, apathy IQ and EQ rise as 1/f when fear approaches zero. I’m working on a more formal version of this paper. The causal style I write in tends to turn off…

Last night I unlocked a memory of abuse from the man that I’ve been trying to please my entire life. Or I think I did. — There is a part 2 to this article here: https://medium.com/@beselfevident/i-am-on-fucking-fire-0447aa3167d4 Here’s the thing. All abuse is emotional. All of it. Yes, some brought physical pain. But physical pain heals and the body lets it go away. But emotional pain. It is the hardest because our limbic system only wants to…

On July 17, 2022, I had a life altering epiphany. I realized I was gay. After a lifetime of fantasies, kinks, shame, and eventually hooking up on the downlow (commonly referred to as cheating). And although I craved the feelings I would get when men made me feel wanted, my…

I wrote this for a special group I am in. But after writing it, I decided to post it in my public feed. In 40 days I am hosting the event I am publicizing here. So I am wandering in the desert until then. …

I’m sorry I didn’t tell you every day how amazingly beautiful you are I’m sorry I didn’t hold you every time I had the chance I’m sorry I used the dogs as an excuse to be alone I’m sorry I wasn’t 100% honest with you about everything I felt and…

Really? Everyone knows eggs can’t come. The real answer is neither. Because evolution tells us that the chicken had an ancestor that started developing the rudimentary elements of an egg. Early creatures were genderless. That didn’t have sex. They divided. And billions of years of evolution developed the idea genetic…

Thank you!! I started around Oct 3. Had 27 followers one Nov 3. Now 100 today. Yay! Not bragging, I’m just happy. Thank You. I have some amazing shit coming…

Answer: I read 2 books. And almost 2,000 people. I learned more than you did. Or did I? This is the time of year where writers measure their writing ability by the number of books they’ve read. I’ve read two. I think. I don’t remember. I was too busy. Its really over the last 18 months. 2 books. I don’t even recall them. …

For DommeMilf on Fetlife. Yeah, I’m active on many platforms. Thank you for the follow Maybe one day, a swallow. Hope my words don’t ring so hollow You are Aphrodite…