Mar 30draftsit’s in my fingertips so soft it’s in my lips so shy it’s in my mind so unsure i feel it all the time i don’t want it i’m scared of it but doubt only grows in cold, dark spaces untouched, undone *** every memory has a shadow an alternative…Poetry1 min readPoetry1 min read
May 12, 2021Griefgrief, to me feels like a million tiny bugs crawling all over my skin uncomfortable itchy not a state i wanna stay in very long but, grief also ties my hands behind my back i can’t rid myself of the crawling critters traveling my skin no matter where i go no matter how much i try to ignore it they’re still there it hurts it tickles it stings i can’t escape it1 min read1 min read
May 27, 2020White ResponseYes, more tragedies. Another death. Another white woman using her privilege in order to get power over a black man. Are you exhausted? Think about how black people feel. In the wake of these events, it’s hard to know what to do. …4 min read4 min read
Apr 17, 2020I Was Supposed to Get Married in Eight Days; Now I’ve been Married a MonthNothing like I planned and nothing I expected. — It’s snowing as I write this. I can’t help but laugh, thinking of another me, in an alternate universe, majorly freaking out. I was hoping the earth would be green and lush, not blizzard-ing. In this universe, it doesn’t matter what the earth does. …Love7 min readLove7 min read
Mar 13, 2020Beth’s Bach Cap (S24E12): Barb IS CancelledYesterday we had questions, today we have facts. — Update: Peter and Madi have already broken up. I couldn’t even finish this recap in time. Please still read if you want to see how it went down and how, ultimately, I think this final show was the last straw. Poor Peter. Poor Madi. #WeHateBarb Well, folks: the season is…The Bachelor8 min readThe Bachelor8 min read
Mar 10, 2020Beth’s Bach Cap (S24E11): The Finale Pt. 1 or Is Barb Cancelled?What a finale! I loved it all and I was ACTUALLY surprised! The twists! The turns! Peter standing up to Barb?!? So much happened and so much is left to happen tonight. We learned just how much Peter loves to CLUB. How serious he is about line dancing. How much…Reality TV8 min readReality TV8 min read
Mar 4, 2020Beth’s Bach Cap (S24E10): The Show That Makes Its Money Exploiting People Tells Us To Stop Being MeanOkay, Chris Harrison. — Yaaaay, we get to relive drama we didn’t care about in the first place! I’m tired, y’all. This episode was mostly boring and kind of weird. But, first, we get to see what happens after Fantasy Suites! Peter is not doing okay. He is telling Chris about how in love…Bachelor Nation4 min readBachelor Nation4 min read
Feb 26, 2020Beth’s Bach Cap (S25E9): Madi and The Fantasy SuitesI’m not going to do a typical recap because the whole episode centered around Madi and her struggles with Fantasy Week. I’ll recap the other two girls dates in two sentences: Hannah Ann’s was fine and they slept together. Victoria’s was just as weird as every other date they’ve been…7 min read7 min read
Feb 18, 2020Beth’s Bach Cap (S24E8) or Peter Makes Bad Decisions Pt. 8Hometowns! Hannah Ann’s Hometown Knoxville, TN We start off with some real, good toxic masculinity. Hannah Ann’s dad is TOUGH and she’s only allowed to marry a TOUGH MAN. So, Peter — before he can be accepted — has to prove his toughness by axe throwing. …Bachelor8 min readBachelor8 min read
Feb 12, 2020Beth’s Bach Cap (S24E7): No One is Having FunNot the Girls, Not Peter, and Certainly Not Us — This episode was so sad and moody. Everyone was so dark and serious. And, that’s what Peter wants? Kelley literally said “relationships can be fun too” and Peter said “I hate when you say that.” Remind me never to be in a relationship with Peter. Anyway, Peter and his top…Bachelor8 min readBachelor8 min read
