Inside my mind, a war is at large. My monster is angry, and is clawing his way out. It wants to devour whatever I care most about.
I am my chaos. I am my loss. I’ve lost what little
sanity I had at all.
Please listen carefully for this is
Don’t distract me, please,
My insides are angry, chaotic,
Dont call my name
or direct my attention elsewhere.
I am focusing
and don’t have a second to spare
There’s a monster in me.
It Devours everything i love
I am my problems, I’m my ruin and will be yours too.
Much pain has been caused by me. Obviously, I’m not a spectator, I’m
a poison to humanity
Right now, I
stand before you naked and exposed, I appear weak and helpless, just part of the plan.
I’m full of malice, discontent,
Fortunately for you I’m sick, and soon
I’ll be dead in a forgotten tomb.
I am a monster, you just won’t believe.
I hide behind
mood swings, depression and spontaneous rage.
Some call this BiPolar, but
mines not, meds never work, i
belong in a cage.
I hate to say
but I know
Others have monsters I know
don’t care whether they hurt you.
I focus on restraint of my actions
as an effort to control.
Or people I love get hurt, leaving holes in they’re soul.
I’m a monster,
When this happens,
will be on display
for everyoneyou know to see.
Beware and be advised
I am unstable alot of times.
break your heart and ruin
your life at least a
Run away quick
If you want
To be sane.
if you can,
better yet or
I’ll consume you causing horrific pain
You will never forget.
I have lost all control and
My rage has no limits.
If I see you
I’ll eat your spine and suck out your soul.
The monster is free and
now I have no control.
The monster has always been me, and I’ve always known.