A poem Drowning i feel in this chaotic life, undercover for the whole time. I was an extrovert in my past life, now i’m shy enough to slam the door and sit aside. I don’t love to stay alone, but i’m scared of people outside. What if they come to me, and leave me like the people that side. Here i’m overthinking, about the stuff that really doesn’t matter. still can’t make myself realize, I can love a jovial and fortunate life further.