I don’t feel like I have a drive in life.
Everything I’ve tried has always failed,
I’ve tried-
and failed at everything.
Sometimes I feel pretty lost in this vast.
I asked myself: What’s the deeper truth behind that?
I guess it’s that I don't have a clear path in my life, which means that I sometimes feel like I can’t do anything.
Going deeper, that means I sometimes don’t have confidence in myself, meaning that I think that I’m not strong or capable enough to change and influence the things I want to change.
Going one level deeper again, the meaning behind this is that I am of no use to anyone, it means I don’t deserve attention.
And the truth beneath this, of course, is that I do want attention and purpose.
In other words, I feel alone.
