Bethany Jane45.Today I am 45. I don’t feel like a grownup, whatever that is meant to feel like, but 45 must be pretty grownup.Mar 28, 2022Mar 28, 2022
Bethany JaneIn response to the narcissists’ erasure, a reminder to myself.I don’t need to apologise, explain, or have the last word.Feb 21, 2022Feb 21, 2022
Bethany JaneAfter nearly 30 years of disordered eating, I sometimes wonder what would replace it inside my…I hope that it will be me that takes up residence there.Feb 13, 2022Feb 13, 2022
Bethany JaneOn Running.I’ve recently been reflecting on running – yes I’m obsessed with running, it’s definitely my most enduring Aspie ‘special interest’. Next…Feb 13, 2022Feb 13, 2022
Bethany JaneMy brain goes looking for trouble. In the quiet time, time absent of ‘hits’ or numbing.In the past I’d escape to binge, binge to escape. Bulimia is a familiar old friend.Feb 13, 2022Feb 13, 2022
Bethany JaneOn being blocked.I was blocked as a result of the outcome not being what he wanted. He resented that me looking after my needs at the time meant that I…Feb 11, 2022Feb 11, 2022
Bethany JaneOn people-pleasing.I got myself into a dangerous people-pleasing situation in November last year, and this situation lead me to think a lot about my patterns…Feb 11, 2022Feb 11, 2022
