“Forgiveness”

After never getting the explanation or apology I surely deserved. I to had to forgive. I forgive myself for falling for potential instead of their reality. I forgive myself for losing myself in his hidden agendas, from all the fake feelings and wishing that…

A Broken Marriage

“ The Struggles Of A Broken Heart”

If you’ve never in life had your heart broken through betrayal, you’ll never understand my pain! I ache all over day and night. There is no remedy to condense the feelings I experience. No days are ever the same. Is this God’s plan for my life…

A Broken Marriage

“ My Heart”

This love tragedy remains, the wounds still fresh , it hurts so bad. Chains with locks form. Anxiety causes it’s beat to palpitate fast, Memories play over and over. The Facts remain, it’s true, the marriage is over. Forced into tears. Am I normal? Have I lost my mind…

A Broken Marriage

“Feelings of Insecurity”

As I meditate day in and out I wonder, was I ever good enough? I had and still have so many questions that race through my mind. Will I ever recover from this? The feeling’s of being treated as if I never mattered has truly paralyzed me. I feel like nothing…

The Broken Promises

For Better , For worse, In sickness and in health, honor and cherish each other as long as we both shall live were the promises we made under God. In the presence of family and friends. A prayerfully happy ever after.