Light is off, i hugged my bolster. Bandung.
September 27, 2017
I hate myself
for being too weak.
for being such a two-faced person.
for being so dependent to someone else.
for being such a stubborn.
for being such an attention-seeker.
for being such a person who always try to find such exculpation.
for not knowing who i really am.
for not knowing what i really want.
for not knowing how to finish these things.
I hate myself for hating myself.