It’s moments like these that truly make me reflect on life. Sitting, surrounded by the beauty of nature and gazing down from staggering cliffs can really put the insignificant quarrels of life into perspective. Even though my fear of the upcoming school year fades, the loneliness seems to grow, replaced by something not as tamable; anxiety. The gorgeous scenery can’t be beaten, and sitting cross-legged at peace with nature while self reflecting is even more unbelievable; this beauty isn’t meant for me alone.
Scattered crickets begin to chirp, the sun begins it’s descent across the clear blue sky, a few clouds break it’s vastness but don’t disrupt the scenery. I am filled with awe. But even more than wanting to enjoy the scenery, I wish I had “someone” to make it even more wondrous. Several airborne insects dart in and out through the branches of a dimly lit tree. Soft tweeting of birds can be heard every now and again. Inspiration has reached its peak. In the distance, rich vegetation covered mountains go on as far as the eye can see. I look into the future and feel at ease, but there’s only so much comfort I, myself, can supply.
The sun finishes its descent and fades behind a rolling, green foothill. But yet, my emotions do not. Darkness grows, as do these haunting thoughts. The comforting heat of the day disappears as well, now the air is cool. I shiver as I walk through the streets, hopefully tomorrow will be better.
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