entrée numéro trois : “I feel weak this whole week.”

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As said on the title i feel weak.
Emotionally and Physically…

I’m glad that only a few people reads my ‘weak’ly journal. (see what i did there? lol) Lately it’s been raining hard here and i like that kind of atmosphere, cold and somber. I always hear the pitter-patter of the raindrops against the hard concrete. The wind blowing harshly, directly at my face when i open the windows at my room. Not that i mind tho.

>Monday- A not-so happy day for me… Why? it’s cuz my tooth hurts like hell. Plus, i got an headache. holy fudge i am so lucky, at that day i just want to have a peaceful sleep but i can’t cuz there’s school n’ stuff. So i just accept reality, i got off my bed and do my morning routine. man it sucks having a toothache and a headache at the same time. So, on my way to school i felt like i’m going to stumble at the streets. My sis was not there with me so i’m by myself. ‘Ugh’ is all i can say at that time aaand ofcourse when i arrived at my school i can feel my eyes were half-lidded lol. *I’m just going to make this short m’kay? my monday is hella long* So i’m not really feeling well back then, When it was English time by Ms. Khris, there it was! i felt extremely dizzy unlike the other times in school and i don’t know why… But i was told by my classmate that i should just rest, so at the end i closed my eyes and rested my head at my armchair and…slept. So after a few minutes, they were finished at their seatwork and then Ms. Khris asked me if i want to go to the clinic but i politely declined the offer cuz there’s another subject comin’ up, i don’t want to lose information at my next subject, Despite my headache and toothache my classmates never fail to make me laugh lol. *at the end — this monday shiz is long *sigh* *

>Tuesday- Headache plus toothache 2 in 1, so it turns out i didn’t attend school that day because my toothache becomes worser. Hey it’s really painful for having a toothache y’know, you can’t concentrate on your work,Can’t savour the taste of your food aaaand i can’t sleep comfortably. So our dentist said that i should take this certain medicine to stop the pain. I wonder if there’s a medicine for my depression* 
Anyways i did take the medicine and holy shiz it worked, it did stop the pain.
so i was like “Finally, no more fudging pain. *insert smug face here*” So all i did at that day is just listen to music and take my medicine every 4 hours.

>Wednesday- There are no classes today, well in the PH tho. i don’t know if the other countries has no classes too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Why you ask? It’s cuz President Duterte declared that there are no classes cuz it is Eid’l Fitr which means: the end of the holy Islamic month of Ramadan. So again i’m not feeling well and i don’t know what’s happening at my body, is my body really that weak? idk.
 Well i am having mood swings which sucks, and i just stay in my room all alone thinking all my mistakes that i made in the past wishing that i can erase it all but…heh i live in this cruel reality and you can’t erase it. I REGRET IT. I REGRET IT. I have no one to talk to my problems, well if i have someone to talk to they wouldn’t understand. They just heard my voice but they didn’t listen carefully at my problems….They don’t ask me if i’m okay.

>Thursday- Okay another day, my body feels weak again… I forced myself to stand up from my bed and do my morning routine. I go to school with my sis, we have an argument i don’t mind it though, i’m used to it. So when i came to school i am in deep pain it’s not because of that argument, It’s because of my body lol. But i am a bit happy cuz there’s no MATHH!! HELL YEAHH!! *ahem* *ahem* I’m sorry for that childhish behaviour, anyways nothing really interesting happened. But i’m glad someone asked me if i’m okay. (°ヮ°)
-Hey you know who you are, and if your reading this thanks.

>Frieday- Ayy i know the spelling of ‘friday’ ‘kay? it’s just that i ate fried chicken at that day lol. And Yay! no class today why? cuz it’s raining hard today :D And it’s good news to me cuz i have so much time to review all my subjects aaaand it’s raining dude. I just freakin’ love the atmosphere. lol okay I’m just at my room all day reading, Listening to music and drawing. (and thinking all my mistakes*)
(・ω・｀ ).

-Finally, I’m done. It’s Sunday today ಠ╭╮ಠ hmph. Tommorow it’s monday ಠ╭╮ಠ hmph. And sorry if theres are alot of grammar mistakes just so you know I’m high at cheetos and Mountain Dew so yeah.
lol ok bye now sorry for wasting your time.

Au Revoir~

(finished @ 10th of July 2016 1:33pm)